you know, it's so hard for me to believe how happy i was when i woke up saturday morning, because tonight, not even three days later - i'm perfectly miserable. i guess that is where this whole relationship thing fucking gets you. see, i've been on my own for so long, that i forgot how love could make you both ecstatic one minute, and then so upset you can barely breathe in the blink of an eye.
why doesn't he call me?
i keep telling myself i'm being a stupid, clingy female....the apitome of everything i hate in a needy man. i keep telling myself that i talked to him about five times after he went home saturday, and that he is probably working, as he has two jobs. i keep telling myself to quit thinking the worst ALL THE FUCKING TIME.
i just wish someone would tell that to my heart.....that heart that has seen so much shit, it basically hid away for over three years to protect itself.
god hulio, get it through your head. i need you to prove it to my broken heart, and help me change the tune it constantly plays in my head. please.
god, i don't even want to think about this shit anymore...so i'm going to bed. goodnight, all.
peace, i'm out~
jj
oh, i decided i didn't like the band links very well...they just took up too much space. now i'm thinking of just doing a local band of the month, and then i'll advertise that one band every day for that time. what do you guys think? let me know.
one more thing: my good pal over at pieceofme made me some really great links for my review site. i'll put them up tomorrow, so you guys better check it out! and write to my bud and tell her what a sexy bitch she is, got it??10:08 p.m. - September 30, 2002
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