so much has happened, i don't even know where to begin. the only good thing i know to say is that the time i have spent hiding out has made some of it easier to write about. or something like that.
shit has gone way downhill. i found out the day after i last updated that N was just using me. it was a bad blow. i didn't even see it coming, as i was living in my naive little world of "i can trust someone again". i found out from a mutual friend of ours that the only reason N stayed in contact with me was because he wanted to marry a woman from the states, in hopes of becoming a citizen. i also spoke with his sister, and was informed in her best english possible that he had a pregnant fiance in india. god i am a fucking fool. the only reasoning i can find for what he did is that i must have had IMMIGRATION IDIOT tattooed to my fucking forehead somewhere. to qoute good ole forest gump: "stupid is as stupid does sir." and that's all i have to say about that. see, i told ya that time in the deep dark hole in my backyard did me good. so now i'm just left here to wonder, what the hell? peace, i'm out~ jj6:49 p.m. - July 27, 2002
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