well all......how the hell is it going out there in the real world? and where the hell have i been?? pretty much, i've been back in the grip of depression and all of its many fucking charms, hiding out in the house from everything and everyone, even the good ole internet. and when i don't even want to update, that shit is so out of hand, it isn't even worth a sly grin. (or the cheesey rob lowe saint elmo's fire line) HEH!
sometimes, this depression bullshit makes me so mad, i just feel like busting all the windows out of my house, or driving my car off of a long stretch of gravel road into the nearest culvert, or just committing some kind of act for the criminally insane. sometimes being depressed is just something that you, inside your head, start saying to yourself, "self, what the fuck is your problem?? have you no self control, whatsoever? don't you know that there are so many people that have it so worse than you do, it's sickening? don't you know that you are throwing this little fucking pity party that no one gives a shit about? snap the hell out of it!!! you know you could if you wanted to. this shit you are pulling now, hiding out from your friends, family, and entire life in general is just weakness." anything sound familiar? heh......oh, and believe me, i know i am no original here. well let's see....what is warping the mind of jj this week:11:13 p.m. - May 30, 2002
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