i am jj~ i am here to let the world know, on no uncertain terms, that i won't be denied. not by this world, this society in which i live, or anyone else.
i am jj~ i am me: full of life, love, and courage...i have the belief in myself to fight for what i believe in, and to always stand up for my convictions. i also have my pain, my insecurities, and my fears like any other person here...but i will only be made stronger from these things. i am jj~ i make no apologies. i have made my mistakes in life, but i hold no shame in them - i have nothing to hide. no one on this earth can hold judgment over me, for i am my own worst judge and jury. i have owned up to my mistakes, and paid dearly for them. but they have also made me who i am...and for that, i wouldn't change a thing. i am jj~ i am a mother, and a fierce protector of those children who i hold dear to my heart. i would live and die for those children. they are mine...i am theirs. they are my one true love, and my only real happiness in this life. i owe everything to them. i am jj~ i am fiercely loyal to my family and friends. i let no one hurt the ones i care for. i can easily get carried away doing battle for those that are close to me...even when those people don't need me to. but i also believe that is the way it should be. i am jj~ and i am usually a very laid back and open person. it takes a lot to get me angry...but push me too far, and you will find out the hard way. mess with the bull (as i am a taurean), and you will get the horns. i let no one back me into a corner, and this comes from years of emotional abuse. i will come out swinging, if i have to. that is just me. i am jj~ and i can be one of the wildest people you've ever met. i am tame by day, no make-up or fancy clothes, all books and studying...and rock goddess by night, all black and leather...looks that can kill. the change can be so dramatic, you would be surprised at who you saw. i still love to have fun, and can be like an eighteen year old. i hold onto my youth with all i've got. i am jj~ i am outspoken, opinionated, and do not care what others may think of me. i may sometimes be harsh, in attempting to get my point across, but i believe it is sometimes a necessary thing. reading my thoughts is not for the weak. i am strong minded. i am willful. no one can tell me what to think, or who to be. and no one will ever tell me what i can and cannot say. i have a right to be heard. it is my right...it is yours. if there is someone who does not like my opinions, they have the right to leave, and to never return. i am jj~ and when i am wrong, i will stand up and say i'm wrong. i do not lie, because i don't need to. i am not a perfect person, and will never stand in judgment over another person. i do not believe that i am better than anyone else. i have basic faith in the good in people, but i can't believe in someone who doesn't believe in me. it's as simple as that. simply put...i am me. i am all these things rolled up into one body, one mind, and one soul. my personality holds many shapes and forms. i am open to anyone who would like to try and get to know me. anyone else, please leave. if you pass judgment here, before first knowing me for the person i really am, than you aren't worth knowing. you don't even exist in my reality. to those who are there for me, i am always there for you. thank you all. jj2:41 a.m. - December 03, 2002
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