oh my god....if i ever would have realized that i could access the internet from school, i would have never gone to class! heheheheheheheheh....
ok, i knew you could access the internet from here. what i didn't think you could do was go wherever...i figured that the access would be restricted to just research or what have you. goodie goodie for me! so am i cutting class? no...my psychology class was cancelled. kind of a bummer, actually, because i love that class. but now i get to be here, and that fucking rocks! by the way....thank you, kaitlyn, for what you just said on my board. i'm proud to call you a friend, too. i think you are a really good person, who is courageous and strong, and i hope you never let certain *cunties like liz* make you feel that you aren't. she is the one with the problem, not you. to you, rebecca, i appreciate what you said about my entry more than you know. thank you for taking the time to get to know me. you are actually one of the most honest people i know, and you are a wondeful writer. i admire and respect you very much. if you ask me, guys, *liz is the one that has MPD. you see one personality that writes on her site. you see another personality that posts on AAR. you see one more personality on my message board. you see yet another that spams our guestbooks. oh...and don't forget the different personalities that show up on witchfest and bitchfest on a regular basis. and get this: every one of them have *different names*. i've seen them range from jj, to edna, to peace out, to satisfaction, then back to *liz again...and i'm sure there are a few i'm forgetting in there. is there a doctor in the house, anyone? well, that's all for now...i'm off to do some studying. check this out: right now i am actually doing some research for a term paper i am writing, and it is on the cause and effects of the death penalty. i am writing mine based on my belief that the death penalty does NOTHING in all fucking HELL to deter violent crimes in this country. actually, do be very honest here, i don't even believe in the death penalty. why? well, here ya go: 1) i don't believe that psychotics who commit murder or violent crimes against other adults or children value their own life in the first fucking place, because if they did, they would value another's. so why should the give a holy FUCK if they end up getting executed for what they've done? 2) if it actually got the point across to execute people, wouldn't our children and we as citizens feel much safer by now? 3) does the old belief of "an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth" really mean much, when you think about putting a murderer to death? think about it for a minute...some of these evil bastards have gone out and tortured, raped, beaten, and fucking cut up and eaten their victims. so come now! does flicking a switch, giving a lethal injection, using the gas chamber, or death by firing squad, three of these which are quick and vitually painless mind you - do they REALLY pay that person back for what they have done? does it inflict the same pain and torture on the murderer? and shit...the electric chair may be a bitch, but it's nothing compared to the suffering, devastation, and loss these demons have inflicted. so to me, "an eye for an eye..." is completely lost here. 4) this brings me to my next point: does the execution of the person that took your loved one away ever bring that person back? does it do that person justice, or does it only serve a sense of vengeance? because i believe that no matter what...the person that is dead is in a better place now, and doesn't need vengeance. they are at peace now. 5) if someone murdered a loved one of mine, and especially one of my children, (and i fall to my knees and pray every day that would never happen...to me or anyone else), oh yes god, i would want to see that motherfucker dead...i would want their immortal soul to rot in hell for all eternity, and fucking suffer there! but you know what? i would be way happier to see that the psycho bastard was rotting away in prison for the rest of his/her natural fucking life, and to never see the joy of freedom again. i would rather see that person being ganged raped and made some big-ass prisoner's bitch...shanked, beaten, and locked in a small cell that stank of their own shit, forever more. to me...that would serve as the ultimate justice. to me, i'd rather die than to be locked up in prison for the rest of my life. i would take the electric chair or any other method they had to offer over that shit ANY DAY. i think that's why a ton of those fuckers beg to be put to death, to tell you the truth. they KNOW what they're facing...and they'd rather be dead. too fucking bad is what they should be told! 6) last but not least...someday, we as a society have to figure out how we are going to learn what makes these people tick, where it all starts in them, where it comes from deep within them, and how to treat it when it first becomes a problem...how to recognize the warning signs and intervene. before it's too late to treat this person, or at least institutionalize that person. before it's too late for someone completely innocent. damn, i had to get it out of my system! and please don't think i am sticking up for the rights of these bastards..that's not it. don't think i would ever in my life make light of a mother or father's pain, or a family's pain, or a loved one's pain. i only feel that what we are doing now isn't getting it, and something needs to be done. ok, so it's back to typing all the boring statistics and quotes for my paper, as a cause and effect paper entails little opinion. want to read up on the death penatly? here's a good site: death penalty info center. read, and you can decide for yourself. if anyone is out there, hit me on the board, i'll be around! oh...and if ya'll get a chance, check out kaitlyn's new layout! it kicks so much ass...you'll wish it was yours! gotta run now...there's a tall blonde guy in here, extremely gorgeous, russian accent...no wait! homework, that's it! focus, dammit! heh! xxx~ jj9:13 a.m. - December 03, 2002
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