ODE TO CHARLOTTE
sometimes i wish i could be charlotte.
at least she stood up for herself.
sometimes, i wish the hate could fill me up, until there was nothing....
numbness would be nice.
my problem is this: i'm too quick to believe in someone, too quick to feel for them, too quick to want to take them into my arms.
to the people i love, i am always too good.
this is a sickening weakness on my part.
if i was like charlotte, i would still have a part of him, because i would not only have his head in my closet, but i would cut out his black fucking heart.
then i know i wouldn't feel so miserable.
i wouldn't feel so empty inside.
sometimes, i wish i could be like charlotte.
at least she stood up for herself.
-jj
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