"...Map Mange Ou Sans Sel..."

What Is And What Shall Never Be
10:02 p.m. on May 01, 2002

if i could, i'd rather be......

i'd rather be a single girl, living in a fancy college dorm somewhere, partying every night, worrying about her grades, and having the time of her life. i'd rather be caught up in reports and mid-terms, books and tuition. take out food and men who drive fancy cars. responsibility and the real world could wait. at least for four more years.

i'd rather be a rock star...travelling the world, experiencing life to every possible moment, screaming my heartaches into a mic. i'd rather have adoring fans, and a talent that could never be taken away. i'd try and rule the world.

i'd rather be a gypsy.....roaming from city to city, sleeping in the car if i had to.....but seeing life, feeling love. i'd take odd jobs, whatever came along, and live in dumpy apartments and go out every night dancing. i'd jump in the car and drive in whatever direction the wind took me.....i'd pick up and leave on a dime. and never look back.

i'd rather be a wife....adored, cherished, protected....taken care of. i'd rather have love and respect, and live in a hovel. i'd rather sell my soul to find a man who was worthy of my girls. i'd want it all.

but for now, all i am is me. and this is all i will ever be. what is and what shall never be.

peace, i'm out~

And if I say to you tomorrow, Take my hand, child, come with me... It's to a castle I will take you, where what's to be, they say will be. *Catch the wind, see us spin, sail away, leave today, way up high in the sky. But the wind won't blow, you really shouldn't go, it only goes to show... That you will be mine, by takin' our time. And if you say to me tomorrow..oh what fun it all would be. Then what's to stop us, pretty baby??But What Is And What Should Never Be. *Catch the wind, see us spin, sail away, leave today, way up high in the sky. But the wind won't blow, you really shouldn't go, it only goes to show... That you will be mine, by takin' our time. So if you wake up with the sunrise..and all your dreams are still as new. And happiness is what you need so bad, girl, the answer lies with you. *Catch the wind, see us spin, sail away, leave today, way up high in the sky. But the wind won't blow, you really shouldn't go, it only goes to show... That you will be mine, by takin' our time. Oh the wind wont blow and we really shouldn't go and it only goes to show. Catch the wind, we're gonna see it spin, we're gonna...sail, little girl Everybody I know seems to know me well but they're never gonna know that I move like hell!!

alone street dawgs

Which Rock Chick Are You?

Victims are tied onto you and stretched inch by agonizing inch, until they are either rent limb from limb or they confess. Or hey, maybe both. Not as bad as some people, if someone tells you what you want to hear you'll feel better.

What torture would you be?

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