ask not for whom the bell tolls.........
12:40 p.m. on April 25, 2002
right this moment...
i am getting ready to go to the doctor and find out what she has in store for me...she has all the power in her hands....she gets to decide now if i live the rest of my days in pain. it's all up to her now.
and i am really scared.
more later,
jj
